| Wednesday, September 20, 2006 |
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wee ~ ! jus finish watchin MONSTER Inc. nice nice show . . . BOO . . !! hahas . hmmm . . went to the doc on monday . bloody doc . no farkin use la . kiss my ass -.- they jus wanna do things fast and kick u outta the rm lor . diaos . waste my dardar's $$ and our TYM . . !! diaossss -.- kaninas . give mi stupid pills which makes mi wanna slp . and stupid useless gels . i've stopped eating and applying alrdy . cos it hurts more . ! holy shit . can i jus die and waste away . . ? STUPID . the medicine are really D.O.A man -.- useless . woo ~ anyway , went to PIZZA HUTS today . wid zhen and vian . wid jas joining us aft her DnT . nice nice ~~ i ate baked pastas . ! ^^ but i guess wad . . ? i left mi wid a painful gastric . suck alot only la heh . and wow ~ tml can take pay le . LALALALALA ~~~~~ better be tml man . ! delay some more . and it's K.A.T . ! hahahas . ! hais . . tml . fri . next mon , tues , wed , thur , fri . im only left wid these 7days to hv recess wid my dearis le . . i feel so much lyk cryin . i really dunno how to live on wid'out them for the rest of my life )': bloody shit . i really feel lyk cryin . . aft tis few days i wun be able to laugh out loud wheneva i lyk in skl wid them anymore . cant disturb ppl tgt anymore . cant be late tgt anymore . i don wanna jus leave them lyk tat . i really don wan . the truth is i really cant bare to leave them;huizhen , jasmine and vivian . for xuiying . i think she can take care of her self . and szeyee , i dun really knw her tat well . they really are my dearis . . tym really flies . i've been tgt wid zhen , jas and vian for lyk 4 yrs .? of all the frens . on and off . come and go . but they never leave mi . even if occurs . it'll be mi , for the cause of it . or rather ruiying would take them away from mi . i really hate her for tat . . but it doesn't matter now . i don hate her any more , no point in hateing , but i'll nva befren wid her . no , i don wanna be hurt by her anymore . she's jus not my kind of fren . but wad so eva , they are bk to mi (: our friendship story who else knws better den us . ? i really dunno wad will be of mi of i leave hillgrove , when i leave them . and all my frens . it's kinda sad . a really sad endin . lyk those in fairy tales , when the baddies win . i wanna be thr for them . but im afraid tat i wun hv tym for them in the future . or when i hv new frens i wun wan them anymore . im afraid of changes . i don wanna change . i don wan , don wan . and i don wan them to forget mi . i don wan them to hv new frens . i don wan .. i'm selfish . but i knw this wun do . . everything changes . for mi i think tis will be the really first stage of life for mi . aft building up 4yrs of friendship . i've gonna let go . and face the new world of faces i've nva seen b4 . it really scares mi . im scare of new faces . i knw it doesn't sound mi . but it's jus mi . im a coward actually . pls pls pls . ! ************ i wanna turn them into tumb size and kip in my pockets . !!! zhen; i lov3 u much much . kip ur temple cool . don make jas upset . don swan her . jas; be brave . life's lyk tat la . cheers . lov3u . vian; be good . . ? guai guai la . cant always be thr for u . i knw u grow up le . choose guys , use ur brain not ur eyes or ur ass . HAHA . ! maucks<3u . quack quackk . . burrrrb ~ yinq; he's not worth it la . seriously don waste ur tym . ppl knw wad kinda person he is . i jus don wan u to get hurt . tat's all , donuts care . pls appcirate . and til now i still believe my quote . "nothing last foreva" but wad eva izzit i jus wanna let u knw , i've had my say . and wadeva izzit . i don wanna care . not anymore . but if one day u and him really get tgt happily . i'll be happy for u . if tat day come . call mi up . and i'll laugh and smile wid u (: szeyee; hi (: good luck eh . wooh ~ a lil too touchy . ? d i a o s . dot dot dot . haha . BYE |
